I don't know what I wish you had said
told me you loved me, if I left you'd be dead
say how you'd miss me, not seem so ok
make it so -I- would regret that day
break me and hurt me, inside and out
till I could know what the pain was about
and now I sit crying shedding my tears
wanting to hope, but feeling only fears
knowing you -can't- love me anymore
and so my heart feels so sore
and i feel bad for hurting you so
for doing some things you cannot know
I sit here knowing I shouldn't say this
but always remembering the feel of your kiss
knowing you knew me and loved me so much
and how I miss you, you and your touch
but I did hurt you, and I'm sorry I did
I wish that I hadn't, oh please forgive
perhaps after time you'll see how I feel
that without you I just cannot deal
perhaps I am stupid perhaps it's not right
but I am not willing to leave without a fight
and so if my words you can understand
perhaps you'll forgive me and we can walk hand in hand.